What to do when you are being manipulated by your own mind, and worse to that, you know it. Frankly, I did not find a struggle tougher than the one when you go on an earnest journey of reorienting yourself. You hold a dream, and the world you live in does not goad you in realizing that. Should you blame the chancy world beyond-you while excusing yourself for that? Or take that a boon in an esoteric struggle of knowing oneself.